Let me be silly for a minute and keep hearing me. I want you to stay for God real bad. I have put you with one Husband that you be only for Him. But I think the bad one tricked you like the snake tricked Eve in the garden of Eden and you are trying to be good instead of just leaning on Jesus who is with you in your heart.
So I wouldn’t get puffed up about the special stuff I know, a bad one from the bad one was sent to punch at me. I begged God three times to make it go away, but God said, My special love on you is enough for you. My strongness is made perfect in you when you are weak. So I will be glad about this trouble.